Chapter 90: I Just Wanted to Live

“Spirit!”The night cold wing tried to hold her, but was swept out by the tail she suddenly threw out.

“Fuck off!”Chu Mei Ling's phoenix eyes are already bright red, and the demon's breath has exploded.There was a thought in her mind that the night cold wing had killed Aaron!It was him!Kill him!Kill him!

The night was cold, and at the same time closed his eyes, lightly said: "If you kill me, your heart can be better, you can kill it!"

Since ten years ago, when he and Ling returned to the past, he really fell in love with her!In the past, he failed her kindness, and if he did not push her to Hongxi, perhaps they fell in love with them!

It's too late, I can't go back!All he could do was protect her from getting her hurt a little bit.

Chu Mei Ling walked step by step to him, the palm of his heart's frightened Mei sword pointed directly at his throat, paused, and took a deep breath!After all, the sword didn’t fall!

"You are good at the end of the day."The night cold wing opened her eyes and looked at her tearful face, and it was very painful.But all he can do is destroy the dummy!Let her wake up early!

“You go.”Chu Mei Ling took two steps back, only to kill the awe-iden phoenix eyes has completely lost its luster.There is only despair and pain...

“Spirit, if he sees you as he is now, he must be a hundred times more heart-wrenching than you.”You live better than anything else.”Night cold wing also want to persuade, although this has been said countless times...

"You don't understand at all."Chu Mei Ling pulled out a smile, the pain of tearing her heart and lungs made her no tears, she raised her hand to caress her face and whispered: "Under this skin, in fact, it is already a desperate soul, she is decaying, to death."It is worse to live than to die!But I have to be alive!For my parents, for me and his children, for the sake of the mountains!I was so tired, I just wanted to see him, even if it was just holding a dummy like him!But you, even my last hope will be destroyed!”

Her emotions became more and more excited, and at the end of the day, she was broken.

“You know you’re a fake, so why are you lying to yourself?”The cold wing of the night snorted at her, and there was never a rage in the attitude.

"Not self-deception, but..." Chu Mei Ling's eyes were empty, looking at the dead bones on the ground that were destroyed by the cold wings of the night, and said, "I just want to continue to live..."

She must survive!The people need him, the children need him!Neither his parents nor her parents could be without her.

She, she just wanted to see him, to give herself the motivation to live...

Is that wrong?Is it wrong?

Night Cold Wing did not expect her to say this word, and his face was as pale as paper.He thought she didn't want to live, so she would use blood and flexibility to shape a dummy!Was she just trying to survive?

She is here to survive!

"You go ..." Chu Mei Ling did not have the strength to open again, but turned around and picked up the dead bones on the ground and walked step by step to the hut.

“The Spirit?”The night cold wing looked at her back, and for a time did not know how to open her mouth.He regretted it...

Her steps were small, and in a very light voice, she said, “Don’t come in again, please...”

"Spirit ..." Night cold wings on both knees "pumped" to kneel, already burst into tears.

When Chu Mei Ling returned to the house, she found that the candle was burning, and she stuttered and raised her hand and patted her head.It seems that she is really more and more confused, and has not blown out the candle before she left?

But think again, the candle was just ignited, not like last night.

"Alan, I'm going to cook, I'm in a hurry today, I didn't have time to bring you food."You wait a minute.”She put the dead bone lightly on the seat, then rolled up her sleeves and walked to the kitchenette.

The small kitchen was full of his favorite vegetables, which had been brought in the previous two days.It’s all fresh.

Folds, wash, cooks.It soon burned three delicious.She warmed a pot of wine and brought it to the living room together.

“Aaron, we are eating!”She smiled, first handed the warm wine to him, and said, “I will not drink with you today, because I have vomited during the day and look!”

The bone did not react.

“Taste the food I made!”She put the fried mushrooms on his rice and asked, “Isn’t it better than last time?”

"I want to talk to you today about something happy, I hope you have a heart!"Guess who?”She continued to talk to herself, her face full of joy: "It is Yan Er!This cola has ruined me!The water does not flow out.”

“But, hey!I want these two kids to wait a few years.But years are years away, and they’re still young anyway, aren’t they?We were not young when we first fell in love!”She said, but couldn’t help but hold up the pot of wine and drink it alone.

No one responded.

She took another drink, then waved her hand and said to herself, “I will take a drink, just take a bite!”

But when she drank, she finished the whole pot.

The candle on the table was almost ignited, and she staggered and stood up, walked up to the dead bone and crouched down.

"It's only a few days, only a few days, you can talk, I haven't protected you!"She raised her hand to the cheek, and the tears flowed down again.

Ten years!Her heart for ten years was ruined by the cold wings of the night!

“Don’t cry, I won’t cry!You don’t like me crying, I’ll dress you.”Chu Mei Ling wiped away tears and pulled out a smile again: "I will cure you, I will be able to!"

She put the suit on him first, then took out the sword, and after pulling the collar, she was ready to stab her heart.

“Call!”

A gust of wind suddenly blew out the window and extinguished the candles on the table.

“Cold wing at night!”She screamed, with great hatred.Why didn’t he let her go!She spared his life again and again!He wants her to die every time!

There was no sound around her, only the north wind blew through the whistling sound outside the window, and a dark shadow flashed past her.

At this moment, Chu Mei Ling really decided to kill him!There is no room for a turn!As soon as her wrists were turned, the sword carried her supreme demonic force and pointed it at the black shadow.

But she was struck by a powerful force.

She thought she would fall on the cold ground, but she did not expect to fall into a bosom with the breath of wind and snow.

This embrace is...

Her breath was stagnant, her head dizzy, and the next moment she was leaned over and pressed by the man.The burning breath is accompanied by severe undulations in the chest.

That kind of smell is...

“Alan?”Chu Mei Ling quivered out two words, and the whole person was trembling.

The man did not answer, the hot lips were attached to her lips, crazy to draw, penetrating the blood bones.

She was sorely kissed by him, but didn’t push away.Her mind was still dizzy, was that a dream?A dream she had when she got drunk.

He did not know how long he had been kissing until the two of them had a bloody smell of blood.

“Do people feel bad?”He asked her, his voice was low and dull, but he was engraved with a heart-warming thought.