I'm Not Divorced From Him Yet, Am I?
Chapter 377:I'm Not Divorced From Him Yet, Am I?
He had always wanted to protect Suloyan, hoping that she would never think about what had happened before, but his simple idea was ultimately frustrated.When she knew these things, he had no idea how to deal with them.She must be very painful, must have been a lot of tears, must be full of hatred for herself?
He was so worried about Su Luoyan, the skinny woman, who always needed others to give her more protection.But this time, he was still wrong, he thought this was protection, but he did not know that once the barrier was broken, she was the most hurt.
But now, the person he most wanted to see was Mei Xiaoyuan, who had said that once he knew that the woman had hurt Suloyan, he would kill the woman.The woman’s number was still on his phone, and he immediately dialed Mei Xiaoyuan’s phone.
The Mei Xiaoyuan on the head seemed to expect that the cold cloud would find himself, and when she tucked the letter into Suloyan's room, she soon went downstairs.She knew that in a few hours there would be a storm.So, she was very curious to come to the sky.
She knew that Suloyan would also appear here, and cold Yunhao would try to cover up what had happened, didn't he say that he wouldn't let Suloyan get hurt?She wanted to see how he protected.The truth is the truth, no matter how you hide it, no matter how you want to hide it, the truth will be exposed one day.
The phone was hung up without the connection, the cold cloud was very angry, reached out to throw the mobile phone out, the mobile phone hit the wall, and then broke into several pieces fell on the ground.He reached out and grabbed a handful of hair, and the whole person fell into the manic point.This damned woman, if he bumped into him, must have killed her.
“Is it cold, is this looking for me?”The door was suddenly pushed open from the outside, and Mei Xiaoyuan's blue dress appeared in the cold cloud Hao's office.The delicate makeup will make her more beautiful.She stood in the doorway and looked at the cold cloud.The man’s face was filled with anger.
"It seems that it's really time for me to come, and when the cold always wants to find me, I just show up here."It seems that the two of us are still in a good mood.”Mei Xiaoyuan smiled skillfully, she was approaching the cold cloud Hao step by step, and the man's palms had curled up into a fist, if there was no woman in front of her, he thought he would hit the heavy fist.
“Did you do this?”You say what do you want?Why are you going to hurt Lori, you say?”He grabbed her arm, the turret on his forehead began to be exposed, and there was no warmth in his eyes, only fierce.He had already warned her not to go near Suloyan, not to bring the woman any harm.
“What do I want to do, don’t you know?”Don’t you think the two of us are really good together?I just wish you could look at me a few more.I admit that I appeared a little later than Suloyan, but it was better to be late than not, right?I love you, and I think you can feel it."
Mei Xiaoyuan did not take care of the strong hands of the cold cloud to hold her arm, she just wanted to say the words in her heart.Love is not a mistake for everyone, she just wants to get her own love, she did nothing wrong.
"You dream to go, even if I and Luo Yan are not together, even if I am single and not married all my life, even if all the women in the world are dead, I will not look at you more."Do you want to get close to me, don't you want to take revenge on me?Come on, come on, come on to me."
He roared loudly, with a fire of anger in his eyes, and seemed to want to burn the woman in front of him, and at the thought of this woman imposing all the pain on Sulofen, he felt worse than ever.In this world, no other woman than Su Luoyan can move his heartstrings.
Mei Xiaoyuan's face suddenly showed a sneer, even if the women all over the world are dead, he will not look at her more, why do he hate her so much, what is she doing wrong?She stared at the man in front of her, like a cheetah, who wanted to eat himself.The pain in her arm, a little bit of it, did not stop his rude behavior.
"Yes?"I want to try it, since you don't like me so much, then I can't disappear so easily.I want to give you happiness, you are not willing to undertake, then I give you pain, it seems that you are very enjoy."Mei Xiaoyuan continued to keep her smile, and now, in addition to smiling, she did not know what she could do.
She was very fond of cold clouds and wanted to be with this man, but she did not expect that this man would be so disgusted with her.For a woman, she can be unloved, but absolutely not disgusted.She is a beautiful woman, never have to worry about not being liked, but cold cloud is an exception.
He would rather like Suloyan, who is married and had children, and would rather spend the rest of his life with such a mediocre woman, and he does not want to say more to himself.She was disappointed, even upset.She tried so hard to stand with him, why can only be rejected again and again?
Cold clouds and eyes, showing a look of pain, he did not know what this woman was thinking, she was in love with Fang Yi dust, didn't she?For the sake of Fang Yi Dust, she can stay alone in this strange city, for Fang Yi Dust, she clearly knows that the man is using herself, but she still prefers to be used by the man rather than give up.
Once, cold Yunhao is somewhat admiring Mei Xiaoyuan, one person can guard another person for so many years, only when you have such experience, you can empathize.She had always loved Suloe, and for so many years.They rarely get their own response.So, when he saw Mei Xiaoyuan, he had a feeling of seeing his past.
Therefore, when Mei Xiaoyuan was about to come to Tianxiang, he did not have complete opposition, he thought that one person loving another person was already humble enough, and he did not need to sprinkle some salt on this person's wound.He just couldn’t allow the woman to touch the minions on Sulloyan, and she could put her revenge on him, but she couldn’t hurt the innocent.
He knows that a person who is not loved is painful, especially the party she loves a person who should not be loved.What happened between Mei Xiaoyuan and Fang Yishen was not clear to him.But those things have nothing to do with him.His purpose is only one, is to protect Suloyan from being hurt.
But now, this woman began to hurt Suloyan, he felt that his own kindness gave this woman a chance.If he had not let this woman near herself, then she would have only been able to think like that, and in the end she would not have done such an excessive thing as she is now.
As for Mei Xiaoyuan's likeness, he did not believe from the bones that if a person could go to Qin Twilight, there would be no need to wait for a person for five years for a love.Therefore, he thought that Mei Xiaoyuan said these words, just a means of continuing revenge.She must have seen so happy that Su Luo Yan must not be pleased.
She wanted to hurt Suloyan, so she deliberately approached the cold cloud, as long as this man alienated Suloyan, then Su Luoyan will be heartbroken, and then, Mei Xiaoyuan can achieve their own ulterior purpose.Such a sinister thought came from the mind of Mei Xiaoyuan.
Cold Yunhao would not look at this woman more, he just thought this woman was dirty.What is love?Must have been occupied?Everyone has love, is it something you like, must be taken for themselves?He was not in the mood to continue discussing these things with Mei Xiaoyuan, he just hated the existence of this woman even more.
“Well, what else are you doing, I’ll see.If you dare to do something more to Luo Yan, I will kill you."The cold cloud said coldly, and the shadow of the vulture-like eyes had already shown a fierce light.If kindness and kindness are not understood, then why should he waste his tongue with this woman?
“If you’re willing to kill me, I’ll be happy.”Even if I can't be with you and die in your hands, I am very happy.Just, dear Yunhao, you must not regret it."He continued to laugh, as if that were a big joke.However, she smiled so beautifully that no one could see the pain in her heart.She kept laughing, not even a drop of tears in front of him.
"You're a man, get out of front of me now, I won't see you again."Cold Yun Hao let go of his hands, I do not have the patience to continue to talk to Mei Xiaoyuan.If you two get to this point, let’s end it.No matter what she does, he will be brave.
"We are all practicing, Yunhao, Su Luoyan has married and had children with other men, why do you want to harass her?"You lied to her that you had always been in love, wouldn’t you be mean?”Mei Xiaoyuan continued to say that she rubbed the arm that had just been gripped by the cold cloud, and there were already a few red fingerprints.
Of course, he knew what was going on between Suloyan and Fang Yishi, and if possible, he would never release Suloyan’s hand.This is what makes him most regretful.Seeing his beloved woman into the arms of others, watching his beloved woman give birth to a child for others, how could he not hurt?
He had thought that if these were the happiness she wanted, he would not bother.Now that she is married and has children, and now that she has begun a new life, he has hidden this love in his heart and bless her.However, when he found that happiness was only an illusion, his heart was full of anger and self-blame.He resented Fang Yi dust and lived up to his expectations, and he blamed himself for putting the qualification of creating happiness easily into the hands of others.
He remembered the look of Sulo's disillusionment, and he remembered the look of Fang Yishu's proud and forgetful, and how much he blamed himself at that time.If he had been able to take Suloyan with Suloyan to the United States, then these accidents would not have happened.The man who married Suloyan must have been him, and now they were holding it, must be their child.
Mei Xiaoyuan was right, he was also a practice, he hurt Su Luo Yan fiercely, failed her expectations of him, but he still beat to be with her, thinking that this is the happiness she wants.He is a man who knows that she has lost her memory in a car accident, and she selfishly wants to occupy her now.
He concealed the past she should have known, and said that this was to give her happiness, but was she really happy?It was always just him who felt happy.This woman has no other man in her heart than him, and he should be satisfied?
"I don't want to hear what you say, go out now."Cold Yun Hao said in a low voice, he faced the tall floor-to-ceiling window, a person looking at the distance, here is the panoramic view of the city.There is only a lonely shadow.He knew that in a moment Suloyan would be here.
"Yun Hao, I just want to tell you that we are the same kind of people, and it is not appropriate for you to be with Su Luoyan."Everything you want, I can give you.Maybe you're blinding your eyes now, but one day you'll understand what I'm going to say, and I'll be waiting for you."
When Mei Xiaoyuan finished, she stood there and said nothing more.She didn’t think she had to hurt the cold, but was this man too stubborn?She is not bad, has a bright appearance, has a heart that is willing to run love, she can give him a lot of things, as long as he is willing to look at her.
"You die this heart, I will never give up Luo Yan, my heart is only a woman, even if I have no fate in my life with her, then I will always wait," said Cold Yunhao so sure, all this is already a fixed model, he will not easily change.
"Yes?"So let’s wait for her, and I’ll wait for you.I won't let go."Mei Xiaoyuan's equally determined tone surprised the cold cloud.However, when a person does not care about you at all, any action you make will not resonate with him.
He never had a love-related affection for Mei Xiaoyuan, no matter how special words this woman said, how moving things he did, he would not be moved by this woman.He only loved Suloyan, and was only willing to open his heart to that woman.
"Anything you want to do, just if you dare to hurt Luo Yan, I will let you die."Cold Clouds gritted his teeth.He frowned slightly and had no patience to continue to mess with this woman.Love is like this, when it is not accepted, it can only be labeled as a mess.His mind was all occupied by Suloyan, and I don't know what the woman is doing now.
“Well, since you let me do whatever you want, then I’ll do whatever I want.I won't bother you, Yunhao, we'll meet again."She blinked, then looked at the cold cloud.Being rejected should be a painful thing, and she also wants to cry.
But without love, who are you crying for?This man's eyes are only Su Luoyan alone, she must expose her vulnerable side in front of him, she is not without such humiliation, when she is drunk and unconscious, when she just wants a shoulder to rely on, throw her alone in the street of the man is cold.
From that moment on, she knew that this man would not love himself.But since she loves, she will not give up easily.He doesn’t love himself, hate is always possible.Let him continue to hate himself.She wants to give him a memory of the people.This time, she was just a small test knife, but she believed that all this was cold enough.
I don't want to hurt you, I just want to be close to you, but you repeatedly reject me, am I really so terrible?Then I can only hurt you, only in this way, will not live up to the so many labels you have put on me.She didn’t say anything more, just tired to the extreme and wanted to get out of here as soon as possible.
. . .
When Mei Xiaoyuan pushed open the door, she saw Suloyan standing outside, her face was full of tears, and she was very conspicuous with the kraft paper bag in her hand.She recognized it at a glance, and the cowhair bag was tucked into her own through the door.It seems that Su Luoyan found out that it is still really fast, and it will already find the cold cloud Hao theory.
She looked back at the cold cloud, the man was a little frustrated, just facing the tall floor-to-ceiling window, but with his back to the door.So he did not see Suloyan standing at the door.His mind was a mess, and he didn’t know how to explain it to Sue.I don't want to hurt her, but I don't want to, this has always been just her own good wish.
Mei Xiaoyuan just smiled gently and moved her eyes from the man again.She didn’t look at Suloyan much, it was a matter for both of them.She needed to get out of here, and there was no need to keep witnessing these things happen.That tiredness pervades her heart, and she did not get the slightest sense of block.
Su Luoyan just stood there, and Mei Xiaoyuan left her to see, but she did not enter her consciousness.She did not come here to find Mei Xiaoyuan, she needed cold clouds to give her an explanation.Even if it is cheating, there is always a reason for it, but not every deception can be in the name of love.
Cold Yunhao did not turn around, she has been staring at the man's back, he is very tall and handsome, is the white prince in the eyes of many women, she has always felt that he was particularly lucky, got such a good man's pee, but now, she felt that everything is just a scam, and she actually like a fool, stupidly cheated by him again and again.That powerless sense of loss wrapped around her heart, and she pained to the extreme.
He saw Su Luo Yan in the moment of turning, the petite man had cried into tears, no sound of sobs, only to see the tears of slippery faces.She must be very sad, otherwise she would not be like this.The thought that her sadness was now caused by her own hand.Cold clouds felt heartache, and his eyebrows had been screwed into a clump.
“Louyan, Loyalty, what are you doing?”He strode forward, trying to pour this woman into his arms, which was exclusive to her harbor.But he had just come near, and she had already perceived his intentions and quickly evaded.She didn’t even want his hug, just looked at the man coldly.
“Tell me the truth, tell me what happened?Have you been lying to me all the time?”She asked loudly, in the face of such a complicated matter, she did not know who to deal with.She trusted the man so much, but this time, she seemed to trust the wrong man.He cheated on her and let her amuse herself in the scam.
If this is a dream he has built for her, then as long as he does not wake up, there is nothing, but she is still awake.What a cruel thing this is.Everything in her dream was so beautiful that she was always intoxicated.Think that’s the reality, think it’s true love.Why did you wake her up from her sleep?She was sad and felt that the world had deceived herself.She wants to scream, she wants to cry, she wants to cry, but what does it mean to do that?Everything is fake, only she is true.
“Loyen, listen to me, no matter what happened before, I hope you don’t ask questions, okay?”We all look ahead.I love you, and that hasn't changed all the time."Cold Yunhao was eager to explain how he wanted to have a way to prove his love for this woman.
He really loved her and could do anything for her.No one in the world can replace her.He loved her so much, so he was willing to pay for her.He just wanted this woman to give him a little bit of trust so they could throw everything forward.
"Do you love me?"Do you love me?Why are you lying to me now?I know you're good to me, and even if I owe you, you don't want to avenge me in this way."She continued to scream.Wanting this man to clarify a lot of things for himself, she denied the man the love he gave himself, she denied everything he had done for himself.What she didn’t know about the past, what happened?
When she said that this was a deceitful trick, the cold cloud did not know what to say for a while.He had done a lot of deceitful things, but for Suloyan, he had never done so.He was so appreciative of this man’s presence that he always wanted to share the best with her.
If he does not love her, then he will not wait hard, if he does not love her, then he does not have to bear all of this painful person.He just wanted to live with her, just to build more happiness for her.Is such a simple idea a mistake?
Your enthusiasm is misunderstood by a person, and the love you give is denied by the person you care about the most.How should that mood be described?How can this woman believe that only Su Luo Yan is alone in his heart?
I always felt that I could do everything, and I always thought that if one day he faced these things, he could absolutely cope with it, but why was he so flustered when this day suddenly came.He never cheated on Suloyan, and if there was cheating, then he just didn’t want her to be hurt.
“I didn’t lie to you, even if you don’t remember the past, but the fact that I love you has always existed.”Luo Yan, you also love me, we are so deeply loved two people, why must we be entangled for what happened in the past? 」He said with a frown, unwilling to mention the past, but still between two people.
“If the two of us are in love, why isn’t the one you marry?”You say, I want to know the truth now."Su Luoyan suddenly spread out the newspaper in his hand, and the newspaper happened to be a photo of Suloyan's engagement with Fang Yishi.The picture deeply stung the cold cloudy eyes.
How he did not want to believe this fact, he was drunk, he was depressed, it did not help.His favorite woman was still in the arms of another man.The news of their engagement was on the cover of the newspaper, and it felt as if they were dying.
He did not know how the paper had now fallen into Sulloban's hands, but he believed that it must have something to do with Mei Xiaoyuan.Whether the person in love must go through a lot of twists and turns to be able to be together, he thought that this is God's gift to him, he loved so hard, that woman paid so much for him, so that they took those painful memories, let them enjoy the simple happiness of belonging to two people.
This time, he was still wrong, how could God understand?What he thought he was about to get, he would easily lose.Looking at Suloyan so painfully, he felt the need to tell this woman what had happened before.If that’s pain, then this time, he’s willing to take it with her.
“Yes, you are married.You may not remember who he is, but you’re really married to him.I prefer not to believe this fact.We were so in love, I just went to the United States for a few days, why can't I find you when I come back, you suddenly told me to kill our baby, you want to marry this man.Do you know that the thing I hate most in my life is that I shouldn't go to the United States?"
Cold Yunhao said here when a deep breath, even if time has changed a lot of things, but the original feeling of pain will still be in the heart.He had worked so hard for it, but he did not want to lose it because of one step.
“That is the truth.You marry him, no matter how I keep you, you will not.Then you soon have children, I think, as long as you feel happy, I will be at your side silently blessing you to watch.But Loyan, you are not happy, he is very bad for you.In order to hold you together, he did a lot of things sorry for you.You were not in a car accident because he took your children hostage."
In the past, the cold cloud said it.Thinking about that night, he was still difficult to let go.He never knew that Suloe had suffered so much.He thought that letting go was happiness, but he did not want to let go, and letting go was just letting go of her.How irresponsible he was to let this woman bear so much pain.
“I don’t want to tell you these things because it’s too painful.You lived too tired, everything is for others, you lost this memory, I always feel that it is God's gift.We've been through so much, you've forgotten the pain, but we haven't gone away yet."He said, with a happy smile on his face.
Suloe was shocked, she didn’t think it was.She wasn’t just married, she had children with the man.Why is the man who married not cold?What happened between them?There was a mist in her mind.The whole person is in a state of confusion.
She could not accept the fact that she was clearly in love with the cold clouds, and she had always believed that such strong love could last, because she had loved each other too deeply.But now, she is going to accept such a harsh reality.She didn’t know why she had done such a ridiculous move before.
The tears kept slipping, but she could not say a word.“What does it have to do with him now?”She stopped crying, but the tears came out.She did not know what her identity was, and she was still in love with the cold cloud.She looked at the man she loved, a sense of guilt germination.
"Don't worry, I'll take care of it."He was a little nervous, afraid that it would make Suloyan's mood even lower.Whether Su Luoyan still maintains a husband-wife relationship with Fang Yishen, he will not care about this matter.He just loved her, even if he could not marry her in this life, but he would stay by her side.
“I haven’t divorced him yet, have I?”I’m still his wife, right?”She cried and asked how unwilling it was, but why did it happen so clearly?She thought that she and Cold Yunhao had always been so in love, and had always regarded each other as the center of gravity of each other's lives, but did not want the fact to be another look.
She was crying and waiting for the cold cloud to answer, what a cruel fact, she did not want to believe, but people can not always deceive themselves all their lives.She didn’t want to believe that she was married to the fact that she had a baby with another man.So what is she?
She wanted to hear a negative answer, even if it had happened before, but it was a mistake.She should have corrected it later.Otherwise, why hasn’t the man been in her life anymore?She had a lot of questions in her mind, but she kept forcing herself to forget.
“Lauren, don’t care about these things, okay?It was all my fault and I shouldn’t have disappointed you.If I hadn’t gone to America, the two of us wouldn’t have been apart.Luo Yan, now give me a chance, no matter what happened before, I ask you to believe that my heart has always loved you.Whether it is the past, the present, or the future, I will not change my mind.”
Cold Yunhao said seriously, he wanted to have a way to open his chest, he wanted Suloyan to see the heart that is still beating, that must have written Suloyan three words.He loved this woman more than anyone.He should not see Suloyan sad, he should not see her cry, he should not see her suffering as she is now.
“Where is he?”Where is he?Can you tell me where he is?”She pushed the cold cloud outstretched arm and refused the man to come near herself.At this time, she felt that she was a shameless monkey, and after being played, she could still cry.
She could no longer believe in love, no longer dared to believe what anyone had said to her.What she tried so hard to catch, now it was all gone.She didn’t know who to trust, and she didn’t know how to deal with these rotten pasts.
She was married, and it was the unchangeable fact that she had children with the man who was completely unimpressed.Where the man was now, she knew nothing.What happened before she made that decision?She doesn’t understand herself, she doesn’t understand at all.
She just wanted to cry, as if too many tears had been silted up in her body, and only crying could ease her emotions.She is a married woman, even with the cold cloud, she is so demanding on this man, thinking that he is his own exclusive, but she does not know, has always been in the eyes of others idiot and jokes.
She now finally understood why Cold Yunhao was unwilling to take her to any public occasion, because the love between them was unsightly.She is not a lover in his true sense, and no matter how much he loves her, she cannot change the facts of the moment.She was someone else’s wife, and what was his identity in her life?
“Lou, don’t ask, okay?I won’t let you see that man.He hurt you, and I'm not going to let him have a chance to hurt you again."The cold cloud said loudly.At the thought of the damage imposed on Suloyan by Fang Yifu, he could not restrain his emotions.
"Well, I won't ask you, but I'll find out the truth."Su Luoyan wiped a tear on her face, she said so seriously, will do as she wants in her heart.Running away from the cold cloud, as if that was the only way she could choose.
She felt that she was just dirty to the extreme, and she wanted to live with the pity and compassion of others, but she had not known it all along.I thought this was love.However, she did not know that in the world of cold clouds, she had always been the most important person.
I don't know when it rained outside the window, and when Mei Xiaoyuan came out of the sky, the rain in the sky was already chopping up.She stood in front of the building, indifferent.Rain always brings people a lot of feelings, so drifting general heavy rain, is it to wash some filth?
She did not support the umbrella, let the rain water on the top of the head, an elegant and beautiful woman in the rain desperate walk, she wanted to come out of a clear sky, but always saw only a rainy season.Nothing has changed, everything has become settled.She’s going to leave the city and never come back.
She did not know what would happen between Cold Yunhao and Su Luoyan, but now she was not so interested.She knows her heart, and she is not just curious about cold clouds.She really likes this man.But now, she likes not to be taken over.The man crushed her heart to the ground, then mercilessly lifted his feet and stepped on it a few times.
She shouldn’t have hurt Suloyan, but she wasn’t careless.The fact is always that someone needs to believe that even if the cold cloud wants to continue to deceive Su Luoyan for a lifetime, then she must let Su Luoyan know what happened before.In this battle of love, she, Su Luoyan, cold clouds, Fang Yi dust, no one is a winner.
It was such a derisive thing that she had been a loving lover with Fang Yishi, but when it began, they became the most familiar strangers in the world.They are in love with people who should not be loved, and they are stubborn to pay for it, so can they be loved?Mei Xiaoyuan is not clear in her mind.
“Lose!”Cold Yunhao shouted loudly, but the woman had run away from her own eyes, she was so stubborn, how could she bend to reality.She has to find out what happened.At the moment when Suloyan ran out, he did not immediately follow him, but stood there.
The feeling of loss rose so clearly in his heart that he did not know that if he had lost this woman this time, he would have to miss it all his life.Luo Yan, it is difficult for the two of us to be together, is it still going to be lost this time?You want to know the past, I can tell you without reservation, but can you not deny me so easily?Together we can face the storm and create a happy future together.I just hope that you will not leave me alone in this way.
He still chased out, when Suloyan ran out of the building, there was heavy rain outside, she did not hide under the eaves, did not stay in the slightest, and rushed into the rain and fog without hesitation.
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