Back in the room I lay in bed, feeling myself exhausted, with a mind-boosting numbness, a short knock at the door, a long interval between the intervals, and the man who seemed to knock on the door hesitated.

Opening the door saw that standing outside was Ye Jiuqing, his appearance was somewhat humble, yes, I obviously felt humble, like an old man in doubt whether he was bothering to disturb my humble.

I am not used to seeing him like this, inexplicably let my heart ache, five years to make him look too old, feel that now he needs me to walk to help, he is about to let me forget the man who used to be mingled.

“No, it doesn’t bother you, does it?”Ye Jiuqing stood uneasily at the door.

“Do you want to drink?”I saw the bottle in his hand.

"Yes, every year I want to drink alone, or you'll accompany me."Ye Jiu's voice was full of supplications.

"You are at this age, a few pounds and two of your own heart is not counted, this is to let ..." I suddenly thought of something, a dan, a dan, a dan, my concept of time more and more vague.“What number today?”

“Early September 3.”

...

I staggered, this is the day of Lingxiang's death, but also Ye Jiuqing the most difficult to face and bear the day, these decades, every day he will bear the pain of his dead wife again and again.

I reached out to take Ye Jiuqing's bottle, held his arm in, and when I closed the door, I stood alone for a long time, and the voice was very sincere: "I'm sorry."

“Why?”

"What happened can't be changed, but that doesn't mean it hasn't happened, Lingxiang is indeed because of me, and the pain that has made it difficult for you to extricate yourself for decades is caused by me."

"It's none of your business, it's my own young and mad, if I can listen to the dissuasives of Lingtao and close it sooner, I should still be with her, it's all my fault."

“Are you comforting yourself or do you hope I don’t feel guilty?”I turned back to the table and poured two glasses of wine.

"People should live in the present, not live in the past, look at me, now I will die wood, I am the living past, but what can be done, some things are wrong can no longer be repaired, even if I want to comfort myself, but I can't pass my own pass, Ling is in my arms, she died without half a complaint, until the end she was smiling at me, no more understanding of me than she."Ye Jiuqing put up the glass, some of the sluggish.“Her last words were... no, no, no to you!”

Ye Jiuqing said here, the corner of the eye, I do not know how to comfort him, or I have no right to say anything, after all, I am the culprit who caused him to suffer.

I put up the glass, and the look slowly fell to the ground: "I have been stained with too much blood, most of them I do not regret, but some are innocent, Lingxiang is one of them, this glass of wine I sacrifice."

“Thank you...” Ye Jiuqing’s tears crossed."For you and I, Ling Xiang, are just two passers-by in your long life, and I believe that there are not many people who can keep you in your heart, and you can get this drink from you, Lingxiang should also be relieved."

"I'm sorry."I poured myself a drink again and held it in front of Ye Jiuqing.

“Why again?”Ye Jiu is a bit confused.

"Ling Xiang died because of me, I always wanted to do something to make up, originally wanted to retrieve the Nirvana wheel to bring the Lingxuan back to life, but Nirvana wheel only has the ability to live and not die, there is no way to bring people back to life."

"You don't have to say sorry, Ling is gone, although I haven't come out for decades, but I have long accepted the fact that for me, she has always been, never left me."

"But I want to find another way to make up for you."

"I really don't need it."

“I cannot bring you back to life, but I can make you immortal.”I drank a glass of wine."Give me the nirvana wheel."

I have regained a part of the power of destruction, I can restore the Nirvana wheel to eternal life, and whoever gets this artifact can have eternal life.

Ye Jiuqing took out the nirvana wheel and handed it to me, and put it back on the table.

"The eternal life is not dead is God, I am a man, not qualified to have the power of God, perhaps I really thought of it when I was young, but now eternal life has no meaning for me, Ling Yu a person has waited for me for decades, I believe it will not be long before I can see her, you let me live and not die, will not let me continue to bear the regret and debt."

"You don't want eternal life?" said I, somewhat surprised, sighing and looking at Ye Jiuqing."You should be a thing for me to do for you, anyway, you have the grace to me to do it again, because you have the current Gu Chao Song, and it is you who let me understand a lot of things that I couldn't understand and feel before."

“No need.”Ye Jiuqing smiled very calmly and pushed the Nirvana wheel in front of me."Maybe you need this more."

"You don't mean I've lived long enough, and that eternal life is not so long for me anymore."

"If you really want to do anything for me."Ye Jiuqing drank up."I have one more thing."

“What is it?”

"You don't say, because I have the current Gu Chao Song, then you can become a Gu Chao song forever for me."

“Do you think I won’t be singing later?”I have a wrinkled eyebrow.

Ye Jiuqing buried his head for a long time, seemed to hesitate to say the words, and drank a breath, and wiped the wine stain from the corners of his mouth with his hand to tell me that there were many people in this line looking for the moon palace Kowloon, and never stopped, but since the ship appeared to this day, only I have found the clues of the ship.

Why only I can control the magic of the twelve gods, why only I can open the door of the demon kingdom, and only I can enter the tower of the kingdom of the devil.

The most important thing is why Ling Xuan killed me, in the magic country, I explained to others that I am also the magic of the ancestors, if this is the case, Ling Xuan should not know me at all.

"The moment Ling Xuan saw you in the East Sea, obviously full of hatred and killing, it can be seen that Ling Xuan knows you, she is the god of the ship, her enemy should also be God, and still chase the enemy of the ship, the twelve ancestors did not fall in the magical kingdom at all, Ling Xuan wants to kill you, because she recognizes you as the ancestor."Ye Jiuqing's eyes were very calm."When the twelve gods disappeared from the kingdom, and when the twelve gods appeared, God did not fall but existed in a different way, and you were one of the twelve gods."

Ye and I looked at each other, and then steadily poured ourselves a glass of wine, I did not intend to cover up in front of Ye Jiuqing, my move has confirmed his conjecture: "Then?"

“The twelve gods are not only chasing the moon palace Kowloon, you are also chasing the people on board, and the hatred between you and the ship is extraordinary.”Ye Jiu's voice was full of supplications."Let's stop, I used to advise you, and when I wake up, it's too late, and you have the time and the ability to change the outcome."

“What do you want me to change the outcome?”

"The friends around you are more or less related to the ship, and the ancestors of the ship are the gods of the ship, and the lords, who have been hiding from you, and you are now friends, because they do not know the truth, and when the ship is found, when the truth is revealed, how should you face the friends around you, and they should accept this fact."

“When did you know that I was God?”

"It was I who raised the song of Gu Chao, and there is no one who knows the song better than I do, and after I came back from the kingdom of the devil, I found that you were in a metamorphosis, which made me strange and afraid, and knew what I saw from your eyes?"I have seen the killing and the cold, do you wish to face your former friends in this way?"

"No wonder you were surprised when you heard Tianjie say you want to find the moon palace Kowloon and uncover all the truth, so you are worried that my identity will be revealed."

"Some things are not necessarily right, since the ship's secret has been hidden for thousands of years, why can't you let such a secret be hidden forever, you and I are not the same, you still have the opportunity to choose the result."Jian Yi was almost begging me."At this point, your friends are looking at you, as long as you give up, they will not go to pursue, when they care about the song, when they are worthy of trust and dependence in their minds, rather than their enemies."

"It's too late, it's not that I want to make a choice, it's that I don't have a choice at all."

"It will not be too late, you can turn back now, go back to the square pawnshop with me, forget all things, and simply look at the song."

"I don't want to go back to the square pawnshop with you, but now it's a human being, and the four-way pawnshop is still the four-pawnshop, but now Gu Chaoge is no longer the person you are familiar with."I look heavy on Ye Jiuqing to pour wine."I shoulder the promise and life and death of millions of people, if I complete my mission, I am destined to be hostile to friends, but if I should look at the Song of the Song, I will sacrifice millions of people, you teach me, how should I choose?" 」

“Is there no way to compromise?”

"There have been, I tried to do it, and it's been twice, and I've thought about ending it all, and as you say, I don't want to regret it myself."

“What of the result?”

I unbuttoned the buttons in front of Ye Jiuqing, and my fingers moved slowly along the scars on his chest, watching his voice very sadly: "I chose to put it down and resolve, and the answer was that Billy's blade penetrated his body, you know, there is no way to compromise, my grievances are bound to end in an endless end."

“When I saw this scar when I took you to the square pawnshop, when you were seven years old, when did you leave?”

"Twenty years ago at Lobo, I lost my memory and my body there."

"It's a fatal injury."Ye Jiuqing looked at my chest and squirmed his throat and asked.“Who left you?”

I put up the bottle in silence, and this time my hand trembled a little, and the wine splashed on the table: "The lord of the palace!"