Chen Wenjun's Life Choices
Chapter 37:Chen Wenjun's Life Choices
This is a man’s dormitory.Who gets himself in and keeps his clothes intact?
From the graduation to the present experience, Chen Hua is completely disappointed with men.She walked out of the dormitory, saw no one in the living room, and pushed open another dormitory door.A man sleeps in a bed in shorts, shorts bulging tent, vibrant, very good.
Chen Hua recognized the man sleeping in the bed, raised a red xia on his face, and quickly turned around and walked to the living room.Last night, without waking up from a hangover, she walked unsteadily and kicked to the trash can next to her chair.
The sound awakened the sea from his sleep.He opened his eyes and saw Chen Hua standing in the living room from the door.Just turned over to get out of bed, he found himself in the morning, often playing chess sensitive mind immediately realized that there was something wrong: "Chen Hua should be confused to get up, my bedroom door is not related, indicating that she must push the door into, just like I saw last night after she drank whether there is danger."It also means that the morning is gone.”
This is a embarrassing thing, but Chen Hua was also very embarrassed yesterday, two embarrassing things happened at the same time, it is flat.He put on his clothes and came to the door and said, “Wake up?”
Chen Hua was startled, looked back at Hou Canghai, slightly shy, and said, “How did I get here?”After listening to Hou Canghai's brief description, she was no longer shy, and a wave of anger, said: "Chen Wenjun is a coward, a motherfucker who wants to be an official."
Hou Canghai said, “Don’t worry, sit down and drink a diluted meal, and say it slowly.”
Chen Hua's eyes were full of tears, and he said, "He's not right these days, and he finally told me the truth yesterday."Speaking of which, she was excited again.
Chen Hua and the cold small army together to stay in Jiangzhou, together with Chen Wenjun is serious about falling in love, did not expect that her a piece of heart can not withstand the official position of the Yellow Secretary.Thinking of this, she began to cry again, and the next words could not be said, choking up.
Yesterday’s scene came back to mind:
After hearing Chen Wenjun's final decision, Chen Huayang gave Chen Wenjun a slap in his hand and walked straight out of the house.
Chen Wenjun chased to the door, took Chen Hua's arm, and said, "Forgive me."He gave himself a slap and stopped when he slapped another.
Chen Hua's eyes flashed, sarcastically said: "Why not continue to fight, is not afraid of leaving a mark on the face."
This sentence speaks to the heart of Chen Wenjun.He let go of Chen Hua's arm and said, "I'm sorry."
Chen Hua went downstairs to the commissary, took a bottle of wine, and left without paying.The downstairs commissary knew Chen Hua and knew that it was Chen Wenjun's girlfriend.He only thought that Chen Hua hurried to work, forgot to give money, and at the same time wondered: Why did she buy wine during work time?
Chen Hua's mind was in chaos, and the last few words of dialogue kept flashing in his mind.She walked for a while, twisted the lid of the wine, and took a big sip.One-third of the bottle is a bottle.
Alcohol entered the blood, Chen Hua mood became extremely low, she took the wine, aimless walking on the street, habitually came to Jiangzhou Normal College.When she got to the door, she did not want to enter the school, so she walked along the east side of the school gate and began to cry under a tree.
The above is the part that Chen Huan can remember, and the memory is lost behind.
Hou Canghai saw Chen Hua's unbearable strength, "Yesterday you spit a mess, the chest is all dirty, there are bear Xiaomei clothes in the closet, you quickly go to a bath, change."
Chen Hua looked down at his chest and saw a large stain on his chest.She felt so disgusting, she couldn’t cry and ran to the bathroom to wash.If she did not find this piece of drunken stain, she has not paid attention to the smell of wine, at this time only feel a strand of acid odor directly to the brain.When she entered the bathroom, she took off her clothes and twisted her head open the hot water cage.The hot water fell from the sky, wrapping the sad Chen Hua tightly inside.
The relationship between Chen Hua and the cold soldier is a transaction, each side takes what is needed, and it is a kind of relief after the breakup.Her relationship with Chen Wenjun is different from that of free love.Now Chen Wenjun, in order to marry the daughter of the deputy secretary, resolutely parted his hand, which is a knife inserted in her heart.
All the tears that came out of Chen Hua were washed away by hot water and flowed into the deep sewer.Tears flowed, taking away a lot of frustration and sadness.When she turned off the hot water, her mood slowly recovered.She came to the mirror and looked at the man in the mirror.After the hot bath, last night drunk did not leave any traces, the mirror is still so young and beautiful, the skin is clean, delicate skin.She grinned at the mirror, made a few strange things, clenched her fists in her hands, and said, "Chen Hua, this is the last time you cry for a man, you have to remember, never fall in love with any man, and trample all the men underfoot."
Adjusted the mood, Chen Hua suddenly found a problem, just rushed to wash in, did not take change of clothes.At this time, the whole body was washed clean, and she did not want to wear that dress full of bad luck.
“Please, please get me a dress.”Chen Hua opened the bathroom door and stood behind the door, leaving a small slit in the door.
Hou Canghai had already prepared the home clothes left by Xiong Xiaomei and went from the small seam to the bathroom.When Chen Hua changed his clothes, he called Chen Wenjun again and said, "Chen Huajie woke up, there is no big problem, you come to meet, or talk to him."
Chen Wenjun hesitated for a moment on the phone and said, “Forget it, it’s not good to see it now.”Find time for me to meet with you, and I can't say enough on the phone before this incident because of the consequences."
Putting down the phone, Hou Canghai reheated the rice and buns in the kitchen, and Chen Hua appeared at the door when he was fried beans.She sucked her nose and said, "It's delicious, I'm hungry."
He looked back and saw a snow-white waist exposed outside.Chen Hua and Xiong Xiaomei height is close, Xiong Xiaomei slim and slender, Chen Hua is more abundant, Chen Hua put on the bear Xiaomei left home sympathies, slightly shorter, like wearing a dew navel.
"You sit down, and I'll fried the beans, and I'll put out the rice and the buns."
"What's the kind of thing with me, where's the bowl, I'll scoop up the rice."
Chen Hua spoke in a normal tone, and even some cheerful, which made Hou Canghai very surprised and looked back.
Chen Hua met Hou Canghai's eyes and said, "Drinking, crying and crying, I can't always be sad and miserable."
Hou Canghai said, “You are very strong, in the end, what is the same thing as Chen Wenjun?”I just called him, and he squeaked, he didn't say anything.
Chen Hua smiled and said, “It’s not a broken thing yet.Let's go, say at the dinner table."
Hot green beans and buns, fried beans, so that Chen Hua has a slight appetite.She ate a cup of food and soon finished a bowl.
“Drink slowly, hot.”
“When did you cook the food?”
“Last night, I thought you were going to wake up.So I cooked some green beans.Then you sleep until dawn."Speaking of this, Hou Canghai remembered that the ethereal appearance of his tent in the morning was seen, and it felt very embarrassing.
Chen Hua spent the most out of control day, the mood hit back, and gradually rose.She took a bun, took a bad bite, and said, “Yesterday I didn’t tell you anything.”In fact, this is very simple, Chen Wenjun was looked at, the municipal party committee office has an old woman as an intermediary, the daughter of the Yellow Secretary to Chen Wenjun.Chen Wenjun should not refuse, he agreed at that time, and told me a few days later.This is a matchmaking with the counselor, a person, full of inferiority.”
If you heard this kind of thing during college, Hou Canghai will definitely storm on the spot, and Chen Wenjun will be regarded as a coward and official fan.After the experience of the town government, he tasted the helplessness and hardships of life, and he vaguely understood Chen Wenjun.Understand that this can never happen to you.
"Huanghai, if, what do you say if you encounter this, how will you deal with the relationship with Xiaomei Xiong?"I want to hear the truth.”Chen Hua looked into the eyes of Hou Canghai and continued to eat the buns viciously.
Hou Canghai said: "Working in government organs is just a profession, and I will definitely not trade my life's happiness for officialdom."Leadership is now a leader, and sooner or later it will be transferred, or promoted.My wife will live with me for the rest of my life.”
Chen Hua lowered his eyes and said, “I have no blessing from Xiaomei Bear!”
After a few words, the atmosphere became heavy again.The two ate breakfast in silence, Chen Hua put down his bowl and said, "I went back and changed clothes to work."
He said, “It’s okay.”
"No matter what happens, life goes on." Chen Hua went to the bathroom, took out the dirty clothes, tucked it into the garbage can, and took the garbage bag from the garbage can and put it in his hand.
He stood at the door and watched Chen Hua leave.Chen Hua went down the stairs, smiled back, and said, "Thank you, Hou Canghai."Her smile had a clear color, and a faint desolate beauty.
At noon, Chen Wenjun finally appeared and brought Hou Canghai to a small restaurant near Heihe Town.Chen Wenjun was well dressed and full of frustration.He sat across the sea, smoking and not talking.
The most popular music in the restaurant, which is exactly the favorite of Chen Hua at this moment: ... If the whole world can give up, at least you are worth cherishing, and here you are, it is the miracle of life...
Hearing this song, Chen Wenjun had a deep sense of guilt.He covered his ears with his hands, not listening to the song that floated in the dining room.
After yesterday and night, Hou Canghai's compassion quietly seduced Chen Hua.He turned the pen in his hand and waited patiently for his classmates to speak.The transfer pen is a game of hands that Hou Canghai was familiar with many years ago, and it was initially unconscious when playing chess for a long time, and over time a subconscious action was formed.The pen, like a living creature, rotates at the fingertips and is as light as a dancer.
"Don't turn, my head is all gone."Chen Wenjun finally opened his mouth.
Hou Canghai put the pen on the table and said, "What the hell is going on, Chen Hua drank a lot yesterday, if I didn't meet her by chance, I might have been in big trouble."
Chen Wenjun held his hair in his hands and said, “This is all my fault.”But I can't do it either.I'm sure Chen Hua told you, and I don't want to say more."
Hou Canghai looked at Chen Wenjun with contempt, “If you let me choose, I will definitely be different from you.”When the officer is only for a moment, it is a lifetime to be a man."
Chen Wenjun stared at his eyes and said, “Speak lightly, eat the root of the lamp.”Like you, I come from a family without a background.For my current job, I started working in college.When we were in college, we were all blooded men, who didn’t want to fall in love.When you and Xiong Xiaomei were walking in the playground, I was doing what, following the teacher's ass, doing student work.Fuck, how I hate student union work, get active, and hammer.Son.After four years of careful study, the university finally succeeded in the municipal party committee.Do you know the consequences of my refusal to lead?”
Hou Canghai said: "Now what society, for an official job to sell, abandon the girlfriend."You and Chen Hua have already lived together, you only consider your situation, have you not considered Chen Hua's feelings?"
Chen Wenjun was fiercely grabbed his hair and said, “Secretary Huang is the deputy secretary of the management organization, offended him, all efforts were destroyed, and my future was completely destroyed.”The most critical moment in a person's life is only a few steps, especially in the city committee to run this competitive unit, a slow step is always at the feet of others.If the Yellow Secretary did not open his mouth, I would never take the initiative to pursue his daughter, and now he opened his mouth, if he refused, Mo said promotion, the current position can not be maintained.Do you think I have a choice?”
Hou Canghai, as the deputy director of the party and government office of the town government, can understand Chen Wenjun's behavior, but as a man, he could not accept Chen Wenjun's choice, "What society is now, all roads lead to Rome, how can the living be killed by urine."Even if you can't be an officer, you can choose other paths.I don't believe that the quality of Huang Secretary will be so low, and the things that love for your daughter will come to you.Mostly you send some kind of wrong signal, and the old sister of the municipal party committee will introduce you to your friends."
This sentence poked Chen Wenjun's pain point.He argued: "You have been working in the town, the level is too low, did not experience the cruelty of the competition of the municipal party committee organs, a little careless, full of losses."We, the liberal arts students of second-rate schools, have any good jobs other than working in government.”
"I don't agree with you, with our ingenuity, leaving the unit, and it's going to get mixed up." Hou Canghai picked up chopsticks, sandwiched a piece of white bean blossom, placed in a circle of ingredients made of chili oil, peanut kernels, ginger oil, etc., and immediately brought a unique aroma into the mouth.
Chen Wenjun has no appetite at all, “I am not so optimistic as you.”It's hard to get into this position, and give up easily, who's willing."
Hou Canghai enjoyed the special delicacy brought by the bean blossoms, looked at Chen Wenjun with contempt, and said, “You only think about your own future, and you don’t think about Chen Hua at all.”Why did she get so drunk yesterday because she cared about you?Do you give up so easily?”
Chen Wenjun smiled bitterly: "I must love Chen Hua very much, from the heart, there is no doubt about this."But I remember that she used to live with the cold soldiers in order to stay in school, and there was a shadow in her heart."
If Chen Wenjun is only under the pressure of a certain leader, or even the position of greed, Hou Canghai can understand and will not be angry.Chen Wenjun suddenly came up with this statement, so that Hou Canghai fire surged.He patted the chopsticks on the table and said, “Fucking words, Chen Hua did not lie to you at the beginning, and you know everything about her.”Now in order to climb the leadership, began to turn over the old account.You are an insult to Chen.I don't want to see you, get off at once, and disappear in front of me."
Chen Wenjun did not expect that Hou Canghai would suddenly utter evil words, face can not hang, "Huanghai, how do you say turn your face, turn your face, I am sorry for Chen Hua, but did not offend you."
He lost his bowl of water and walked away.
In his student days, Hou Canghai took Chen Wenjun's pursuit of progress as a joke.After graduation, Chen Wenjun with his own efforts to the municipal party committee, Hou Canghai's work rely on the family to get it, suddenly found that he should laugh at himself.But at this time, Hou Canghai once again despised Chen Wenjun, and the reason for contempt was very simple: Chen Wenjun ignored the most precious love in order to climb up, which shows that there is a problem with character.
(Chapter 37)
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