To the computer, I still want to say something to her, I even want to tell her: don't go, I don't want you to go...

But her avatar suddenly went gray, presumably down the line; then, carrying her bag, she came out of the office.

I looked at her from a distance, and she was particularly well dressed; the neckline on her chest was so low that I could even see the white fullness, the deep line of business.

She stepped on the high heels and seemed anxious; when she came to the hall, she looked at my side; when we touched, she immediately turned her head and went out of the company.

I don't know how to describe the mood at that time, there is an indescribable sourness in the nose; at that time, I have to admit that I like her some, like her beauty, and prefer her kindness.

But when you look at the person you like, rushing to other men's bed, that feeling can almost torture people to death!But I can't do it, I had nothing at that time, I couldn't change any reality.

"Well, this is our company's brochure, take a look, get a look."The girl named Xiaoya reached out and handed me a book.

I quickly picked it up and thanked her; she smiled and said, "Nothing, you're Jiang's man, you should."Then she said, "Actually, I envy you, can help Jiang always do things."

I was not in a good mood, but I smiled at her and said, “What am I so envious of?”

She immediately said, “Of course I’m envious!Jiang is so good, so beautiful!You don't know, Jiang always came the first day, we all raised wages; and it rained that day, I did not bring an umbrella, Jiang also drove, sent me home!I've talked to Jiang, and she's a very good leader."

Xiaoya gushed around, but I looked at the computer in a trucent, watching her on QQ, knocking down the few lines.Then I went into her space with nothing but a photo.

And the picture, it seems that she was in college; she was still wearing sunglasses, sitting on the lawn with a female classmate, behind them is a tall teaching building; then she was also seventeen or eight years old, very green, wearing a white T-shirt, wearing a ponytail; the students with her picture are also very beautiful, but not her beautiful.At the time, she must have been a school flower.

That day, I was in the face of the picture, on her green appearance, sent an afternoon stay; but such a young and beautiful, now mature and kind woman, tonight is going to be arched by a pig...

“Wang Yan, what’s the matter?It's all off work!"Next to Xiaoya, touched me with her arm, I was so scared to close the picture, I said, "Oh, after work?"

She looked at me, looked at my computer, and her mouth was left out and said, “Oh, where do you live?”If we go down the road, let's go together; I've just arrived at the company, and I don't know anyone else very well."

I packed my desk and turned to her and said, “Little Ya, are you a local?”

She paused for a moment, then smiled, “Well, the native Jiangcheng people!”

I said, “Do you know where to drink?”It’s the cheap kind...”

Touch the 200 dollars in the pocket, I don't know why, I especially want to drink that day, it is best to be drunk, the kind that I die of!But I was afraid that 200 yuan would not be enough, so I asked her this question.

Xiaoya seemed to understand what I meant, nodded and said, “Come with me!”

Out of the company, I and Xiaoya sat on the bus; she was a very cheerful girl, the standard melon face, smiling eyes bent, a little cute.

In the car, she said that she was Jiang University graduate, her parents are ordinary working-class, the family lives in the south of the city; the family has a brother, because of poor learning, did not go to college, and now opened a barbecue shop, a month can earn a lot of money.

I have always heard her say, and rarely interjected; but Xiaoya is very good, good-looking, and has a good character; and it is not the kind of girl who worships gold, giving people a feeling of small family jasper.

We took the bus all the way to the south of the city, and when she got off, she took me to the barbecue shop her brother opened; when it was summer, we sat on the outside table; I touched my pocket and said, "Little Ya, the wine and vegetables within 200 yuan are enough..."

Xiaoya smiled and said, "Oh, don't worry, this shop is my brother's, eat it, don't want money!"

I said, “Where can I do that?I don’t want to eat that...”

She smiled and said, “You, it’s very real!”

Later, our wine and vegetables came up, and her brother personally sent it; as soon as I heard that I was a colleague of Xiaoya, he also shook hands with me with special enthusiasm, and let me eat hard, just like my own home.

Her brother was very thick, and like Xiaoya, she also loved to laugh; somehow, I was envious of the Xiaoya family and envied their lives.I think if Jiang sister, she was also born in such a family, do not have to be involved in those things, how good?!

Then we started drinking, a big cup of beer, I kept drinking like that; Xiaoya did not drink much, just accompanied me to take a sip.

It was getting dark, and the street lights were on the street, and the towering buildings in the distance were shining with colorful neon; I looked at the stars, and the thought that she was lying on a bed in some hotel, under the disgusting man, holding the hand of the glass, and trembling.

Later, I did not know how much I drank, my head was buzzing, and the stomach turned over the river; Xiaoya let me stop drinking, but I did not listen to the persuasion at all, just like the devil, a big glass of beer, or kept pouring into the stomach.

I think I was stupid at that time, for a woman who did not love herself, I tortured myself like that, and my heart was aching panic; I also advised myself not to do this, it was not worth it!But there are some emotions that you can't control, even alcohol can't be paralyzed.

The night was getting late, the cold wind blew on my face, and I spit out it at once!Xiaoya quickly came to pat me on the back, I staggered to the side of the road, the wine in my stomach, just like the faucet, clattering out of my mouth and nostrils.

Later, it seemed as if my phone was ringing, and I was vomiting at the time, and I couldn't say anything at all; or Xiaoya helped me pull out and answer the phone.

At that time, I was a little embarrassed, but I could still hear, Xiaoya seemed to be talking to Jiang sister on the phone; "Yes, he drank a lot of wine!"Come and see, it’s all bile.”

I don't know how long I vomited, and then the whole person was confused, or Xiaoya's brother, helped me to the seat, and poured me a cup of hot water.

I leaned back in my chair, feeling the sky spinning, looking at the bright neon in the city, I felt like I had lost myself, constantly indulged and depraved; just for that woman, the woman who helped me, took me, loved me...

Later, on the street, suddenly came the sound of a sharp brake; in the tangle, I saw her hurry out of the car, stepping on high heels and running towards me.

“Little Yan, how are you?”Don't scare your sister!"She ran to me, and suddenly put her hands on my head, and put her around me so tightly...