At that time, I listened to Liu sister, and my whole person was almost embarrassed!In fact, last night, I had a chance that the cuckoo was not normal, but I did not expect things to be so serious!

Later, I ran desperately to the big head in the building, and he ran and shouted: Juan!Are you there?Promise me that I am back!Your incomprehensible husband is back...

When he ran to the rental, the door of the big head was locked; that is, the cuckoo might really leave.At that moment, I saw the tears of the big head, so along the pale cheeks, unscrupulously flowing down.

He took the key in panic and stabbed the door several times before entering, the house was very neat, but the closet was open, but there was no woman's clothes in it.

The big head was stunned, and the whole person stood there like a sculpture, motionless; I quickly pulled out the phone to call the cuckoo, but the phone did not pass, only the cold prompt sound.

Later, the big head of the ass sat on the ground, staring in a sluggish direction, whispering in his mouth: 娳, child, 峟儿, child...

His voice was not big, even very small, but I listened, but I was like a needle, and my heart was bleeding; I ran over and said: Big head, it's okay, maybe the cuckoo went to work, and came back in the afternoon.

But he was like an unheard of, and his mouth kept saying those two names: Jian, child...

Later, he suddenly stood up, pulled out the mobile phone and began to hit; that is the number of the cuckoo, I had previously called, has been out of touch; but the head is still crazy, dialed again and again, again and again; until the phone is not electric, he is still there; tears dripping on the mobile phone, the screen is black...

I think that in such a situation, what I say and comfort is superfluous; because I can't understand how painful the heart was at that time!He loved children, and cuckoos were all she had in life.But now, the child is gone, the cuckoo is gone, I really can't imagine how things suddenly become like this!

Later, I thought of Jiang sister, thinking of last night, was it not her words, stimulated the cuckoo?But I also understand that at that time, Jiang sister was only talking about me, saying something inadvertible.But it is precisely these words that become the last straw to overwhelm the camel, so that the cuckoo's self-esteemed woman can no longer bear the life of the poor?

I put up with the sourness of my nose, I don't know whether I should hate Jiang sister; she was really kind yesterday, she took the money to help us; but it was because of her arrival that today's situation appeared.

Later, I saw a pink paper crane on the corner of the bed; it was like a beautiful cuckoo, quietly watching the big head.

I hurried over and took the paper crane and said, “Big head, is this... not the cuckoo left for you?”I remember when I was in college, the love letter that the cuckoo gave to the big head was stacked with a thousand paper cranes.

Hearing my words, the big head mechanically turned his head, when he saw the paper crane in my hand, the whole person rolled up and rushed up, grabbing the paper crane; and then like a gentle girl, carefully and carefully opened, for fear of breaking the paper corner.

The paper was gently thrown on the bed, and I stood behind my head and saw the pen with tears on it.

"Big head, when you see this line, I have left; you hate me, blame me, it is my fault, I have taken you!" 」The pressure of life and the dignity of life, we can only choose one, and the two of us together can only drag each other down each other, and even drag down people's small inflections."

“Big head, you know?I have been looking forward to, to survive until one day, you can get out of the head, until the child is born, our family of three together!But I really can't stand it, for you, I spent all the savings in the family, we don't even have the money to have children, where is the money to raise children?"

“You hate me, it’s better to hate me for the rest of your life!”I have shed my child, it is the pain of my life!I’m sorry for you, I don’t want our children to be born hungry and live in the dark basement.I love you, but the reality is too cold, it makes us young, busy, panicked; in youth we make all kinds of promises, in the suffering of life, but so vulnerable.

"I'm sorry big head, there are many girls in the world who are better than me; I hope you can live better, and I have always believed that you can fly one day."Forget me, and when you have a good time, find a girl a thousand times better than me, and love your family, just like you do to me, you know?”

"Don't be sad, we are all going to be well, I have loved you all my life, and I have no regrets."Farewell, my dearly beloved husband.”

When we read this letter to the end, the handwriting on it has been turned into ink by tears from the head.In the past five years, I have never seen this Northwest man, crying like this now.

The cuckoo is his heaven, the whole of all his life and good yearning; only at this moment, the sky has fallen, life has been drained, and those illusions about the future have become lost when the cuckoo leaves.

The big head trembled, caressed and touched the paper again and again, and then carefully folded it up and gently tucked into his pocket.

Looking at the big head, I want to say something to him, but I can talk to the mouth, but I do not know what to say; and the big head does not speak, so hang your head, like a late old man, move to the cabinet, take out a box of cigarettes from the inside; then sit on the side of the bed, so the eyes are sluggish all the time, all the time...

I stayed with him quietly, from the afternoon until the evening; then he took a breath and said, "Little Yan, you go to rest, I'm all right, I'm really okay..."

Listening to his hoarse voice, I had an inexplicable pain in my heart; looking at him, I just wanted to talk, but he pushed me with his hand and said, "Go to rest, here is the breath of the cuckoo, and the shadow of her life; I want to stay with her quietly for a while, maybe one day, her breath will be gone, the shadow is gone..."

I put up with tears in my eyes, but I still choked and said, “You fucking good for me!”You’re a man, and you have to hold on to everything, you know?”

Big head with his mouth, nodded heavily and said: "Go out, I will not be anything; over the years, I have not experienced any hardships in my head?!

Then I went out, and when the door was closed, I heard the big head and the cry in my voice.

But there is nothing I can do, and we were still weak at that time, in the face of reality and money, wandering...

Back in my own house, I leaned numbly by the bedside, and I didn't know how the cuckoo was; she had just shed the child, and she was all right?How is it...

In the middle of the night, I could not sleep for a long time; then the phone rang, and it was Jiang sister who called...