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Chapter 41:About Fear

I thought I couldn't sleep, because at first I missed my grandmother and grandmother, but after listening to my uncle's story, I seemed to have a lot of questions to ask him, my uncle was also very patient, no matter what I asked, told me in harmony, asked, I fell asleep myself, until my eyes were open, the day was already bright.

As soon as I finished breakfast, my uncle asked me to take the bowl of the bag to feed the old baby, I really don't want to go, once bitten by a snake, ten years afraid of the well rope, not to mention I have been trolled twice!

With that bowl in the yard of ink for half a day, uncle did not look at me, he was smiling, but the attitude always makes me feel a little majesty, I want to tell him not to, but the mouth can not open, no way, can only reluctantly go to the outside of the yard, while walking in the heart is still on the side of the total, or to tell my story uncle, the uncle of the day will only let me do what I do not want to do.

Walking to the mouth of the forest that I could not run out yesterday, I held up the bowl to look at the old baby who fell on the tree, and waited for a while, when I saw two people coming, I was so scared that I threw the bowl and ran away, "Uncle!Grandfather!It hurts me, it hurts me!They talk to me!”

My uncle looked up at me carelessly, “Where are you?”

“Come to...”

I looked at my uncle with some grievances, "Just a little bit, a little bit..."

The uncle smiled and shook his head, "You come to the fourth, the uncle asked you, why the old baby boy is talking to you."“

“Because...”

I rolled my eyes and thought, "They bully people, they bully me as a child."

"Then why bother you."

I shook my head, "I don't know, they will call, they will not play with me, but also bully me."

The uncle looked at me with some earnestness, "That's because you got their poles, Bao Si, you're hungry, and you'll want to eat."

“I think.”

“Where are you going to eat.”

“Go home and eat.”

"That pole, it is quite the old baby's home, even if there is something under the pole, but you have lost people without permission, you say, you did not do wrong, in other words, if someone pushed your house, let you and your grandmother, grandmother, uncle, no place to live, no food to eat, what will you do."

"I'll be hungry, I'll be hungry."

Uncle nodded, "Yes, the old baby is also hungry, they are angry with you, why don't you get permission, put people's house to let people have no place to eat ah."“

I frowned slightly, "But I'm afraid, I'm afraid they're going to eat me."

The uncle touched my head, "how can it be, the bowl is the bag valley, you feed them, they will be grateful, will be willing to be friends with you, treat friends, must be sincere, you know."

I seem to understand the uncle, in fact, I do not know what friends, I have no friends, there are no children in the village willing to play with me, rabbits and I play is also because Han Lin they play without him.

“If you’re a friend, don’t you talk to me?”

The uncle nodded, "As long as you are sincere, they will not talk to you."

I went back to the forest and picked up the bowl to the old baby who fell on the tree, “Come, eat it!”Let’s play together, don’t talk to me!”

As soon as the voice fell, a few old baby children flew over, I opened my eyes wide, the head of the one is green eyes, although its eyes are not green during the day, but the eyes I know, as soon as I see me, a pair of ferocity to kill me!

I smiled and stood there without moving, "I am very sincere, you don't talk to me, let's play together!" 」

“Wow... wow . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

Green eyes open his mouth and called two times, next to an old baby seems to have been ordered to rush over me, I was scared to step back, "What are you doing!"

“Wow... wow!”

The old baby's paw directly caught my scalp, the feeling of eating pain instantly made my eyebrows tighten, carry my arms and fell on, "Get off! don't bully me!

The bag valley in the bowl sprinkled, and the three or five old children on their heads began to attack me under the green eyes, and my anger collapsed and my arms waved indiscriminately, "Don't talk to me!Don't talk to me!"

“The Lord!Grandfather!The old baby still taunts me! they bullied me ah, I can't beat them!"

When I ran back with rolling and crawling, the back of my hand had been filled with a few bloodways without surprise, and the old wounds were not healed, and new wounds were added, so it was right to say that I was!

The uncle sat in the chair of the yard and looked at me with no expression except indifferent, "Four, your sincerity, why do they still talk about you?"

I held my mouth helplessly, "I am always sincere, they are flying, uncle, I don't want to feed them anymore, I want to kill them all!" 」

I want to go home again, or at home, too grandmother at home will help me out of breath, but here I am not a loser!

My uncle looked at me slightly and seriously, "If that's the case, you can go."

Go and go!

I don't want to stay here, turn my head, I run all the way out of the forest, run all the way to the moon, and completely collapse, "Grandmother!Grandpa!I’m going home, I’m not playing, I’m going home!”

About the fear, it is probably the first time I have a slight understanding, I found that I can not run out of this forest, can not run out of uncle's home, that feeling very powerless, when I hungry shaking back to my uncle's yard, uncle still maintained the day to sit in the yard to look at me, "come back?"

I want to cry, but the corner of my mouth will only pick, "Uncle, I'm hungry."

“Want to eat?“

I nod my head, "I think."

“I’ll feed the old man tomorrow.”

It's like a magic spell, but I'm hungry, I don't want to starve to starve, go into the house to eat, and after dinner, my uncle will tell me stories, just like things never happened during the day, he won't be angry with me, but also let my resistance seem powerless.

At home, I know that my grandmother will make mistakes, but I don't care, grandmother often said that I was a good scar to forget the pain, but here, I looked at his gentle smile, I did not feel the pain, how can there be scars.

The days began to revolve around me and the old baby, I every day like going to the prison to take the bag of the bowl out, and then in the forest mouth and the old baby to dry, generally I suffered, anxious eyes I ran, every time is to report the determination to run home, but every time can not run out, hungry when the time to go back to eat, uncle did not ask, not to ask, not like my grandmother, he was just anxious to instill in me.

I hate tomorrow, but I am really powerless, the weather is getting warmer and warmer, I wear less, the old baby scratches me more pain, when I go out in the morning, my uncle still takes the book to sit in the yard, like waiting for me, but also like looking forward to something.

“Four.”

I turned back with the bowl, “Huh?“

The old man pointed to his heart, "Honestly, you know."

I did not say a word, sincere heart is too painful, all the way to the stone to the mouth of the forest, a little look, the green eyes are waiting there, I can see, it does not hit with me every day it is not happy ah!

Bite my teeth, I watched the young green leaves on the tree began to have a headache, it was like a maze, I actually ran to myself, but I did not run, and I could not beat them, thinking of my uncle's words, my eyes closed, straight out of my arms, "I sincerely make friends with you!"Honestly!”

“Wow... wow!”

The green eyes began to give orders again, I do not need to open my eyes, the previous experience has let me know what they are going to do, come, I am out of my mind this time!

When the back of my hand came up, I closed my eyes, “Little green!”I was wrong!I shouldn't have made your pole!Let them starve!I was really wrong!I don’t want to play treasure anymore!Really!”

“Wow!wow!"

They are still scratching on my body, I dare not open my eyes, afraid to peck my eyes, just so closed, the pain of the skin is extremely clear, "little green!"I don't want to run away!Tired!Don't talk to me, okay?Let's be friends! :

I didn't know if they could understand it, I just felt that there were hard hooks tearing my sleeves, my eyes slowly opened, and I found a dark crow falling on my arm, and its bean eyes were so looking at me, and there was a trace of blood hanging on the pointed black mouth, I knew that it was my blood.

To press the past, I must be compared to the row, but now, but now, I do not have that mind, just look at it so quietly, the corners of the mouth, it seems that the place that is broken does not hurt, "little green, you are small green..."

“Wow . . .”

It spit out a syllable with its mouth, and it didn’t seem so unheard.

I laughed and sucked my nose, “Little green, you’re not angry with me, right?”We are friends!”

Little green fluttering wings flew up, around me around two laps directly fell on my shoulder, I don't know why, I am particularly happy in my heart, before it has eaten the loss and then forget to the back of the head, a happy side face looking at it, "I have friends!"You are my second friend besides King!”

“Oh . . .

There seemed to be a small nasty laugh in my ear, I looked around, did not find its shadow, did not care about it, jumped to the uncle's yard, "Uncle!Little Green is my friend!It doesn’t make me angry or bother me!”

The uncle smiled and stood in the middle of the yard, "Four, do you want to eat ice candy gourd?"

“Yes!”

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