It is difficult to imagine that a meal, the beginning is filled with smoke, the two uncles are afraid to set off the table, after the half-time actually become relatively harmonious, the second aunt hot dishes to see this situation will understand everything, no one asked, as if they feel that this harmony is not easy to come by.

I can only say that it is relatively harmonious, after all, the uncle still looks a few distracted things, but I have been very content, can not ask this trouble to complete the mouth in let everyone feel as if nothing happened to the cup change, which can look at the two uncles and Lu Pei and the air of sitting up before I can not think of.

When the meal was finished in the dark, the car that was landing took us up to the mountain to send the lights, the second uncle drank a lot, I helped him to get into the car, and I felt that his feet had been shaking at his feet, and the second aunt was worried about his state, and whispered in her mouth, "If Wen, if you don't go, what will you say tomorrow morning to the grave."

The second uncle looked at me in a dark eye, and the wine in his mouth was very strong, "No, I have to go, you are at home, wait for us at home."

The second aunt can only nod, ordered Xiao Liu to go up the mountain to hold my uncle, do not let my uncle fall, after the second aunt from my family after the removal of the second aunt in addition to Qingming will go to burn paper other festivals, very consciously choose to stay.

No one let her go more, everyone knows that she went to her aunt's grave before she was unable to stay strong, embarrassment is on the one hand, on the other hand, she saw the grave and thought more, women have more thoughts, that the moon totals their own hundred years later buried with who.

This question she asked the second uncle several times, asked the second uncle will ask the sixth and me, so we naturally choose to let the current aunt see not clear, how to say that it is a later thing, standing in the perspective of the living people who are willing to talk about the things, and that the next month and the second uncle's age is not much, who talk about this is not too bad.

No one talked much along the way, the second uncle closed his eyes for a while, after a little woke up after going down the mountain, carrying his own lanterns up the mountain, lighting, sending lamps, telling the ancestors today for the 15th Lantern Festival, all bright, these words are my words every year, it is an open mouth.

Fifteen, can not burn paper, I originally meant not to burn, the second uncle said that since Lu Pei followed, then send a little, burn paper this thing, the sun pay attention is who spent money to buy, or who with paper chiseled copper money that is sent.

Now the year has changed, their own chising paper money less, generally are buying, that Mingyue t-market shop has, Lu Pei also left money, not much, 20 can buy several bundles, so we bring the burning paper is all Lu Pei bought, this is also the intention of the second uncle, he said that it is Lu Pei to send the money below, see my grandmother can not answer, I heard this heart nervous, but did not say more.

The day was very dry and cold, and I knelt on the side of the sacrificial offering and the fruit, and stood to the side, and the second uncle immediately looked at Lu Pei, "Little Lu, you send money."

Lu Pei nods without expression, the burning paper in front of the grandmother's grave began to light the fire, mouth said softly, "Xiao grandmother, do you remember me, I am Xiao Lu, when my uncle things I must be good thank you, I am sorry, now come to see you..."

Calling away

The wind was a little whimper, and the little six leaned toward me nervously, and whispered in his mouth, "Four sisters, Grandma will not take it."

I did not say nervous, I am more nervous than the six, hand unconsciously in the side of the fist, look out, all the mountains are everywhere yellow fire, although the heart is clear that the family to the following ancestors sent the lights, but how to see how to look like a pair of bright eyes in the eyes of us.

This scene, all year round, it can be seen on the 15th night in the countryside, and the people in the city who have not seen these will think that the mountains are full of frightening ghosts.

Lu Pei was very calm, the fire in the corner of the burning paper jumped up the fire, flashing, I felt my nose a cold, dry air actually fell ice crystals, like snow -

Some surprised eyes, what is this?

Without waiting for the gods, the rare snow fell down with the droplets of water, and the little six stood next to me with his clothes and exclaimed, "Sister, this is rain, winter, no... Can the paper still be lit by the rain."

Although the uncle was a little drunk, but the edified vision of this thing is also to understand, then kneel down to the side of the land, mouth kept saying, "Mom and Dad, money you must accept, this is the mind of Xiao Lu, he is sincere to the four treasures, the two people are not a good day or two days, so many years, it is not easy, we do not bother the child, four treasures is afraid of our family.

I stood still, but my eyes stared at Lu Pei, until the burning paper in his hand was ignited, carefully observing the fire, I did these things, the most I would look at is the degree of paper burning, the fire is very small, weak is really minute to extinguish the trend.

Hearts do not dare to talk more, just look at the landing whisper churning on the paper, "Grandma Xue, I know you are the most painful, you can rest assured, I will be good to her, this life, I will not do the four treasures, as long as she is happy, I can do anything, you know, the four treasures most concerned about the family's feelings, if you will bless her, then she will be more happy than anyone..."

Listen to the landing of the words, I inevitably feel, what character Lu Pei I know very well, for me, in order to get the recognition of my family, he can say that he can take out all his sincerity, go to the countryside to this, how can this man let me not like it?

The rain is still falling with the snow, through the small paper fire burned out by the land, I can even clearly see that this has raised the snowflakes with the rain, my heart began to hurry, I am afraid that this burning paper is extinguished, a few steps and then kneeling next to the land, the body to the grandmother and grandfather's grave, "Grandpa, you are the most painful four treasures, I will work hard to become a big man."

I can't say anything about the back, the snowy sky seems to have covered the tide, I didn't expect Lu Pei to suddenly come, I didn't expect him to accompany me to the grave, he has been helping me face in front of me, he also made a lot of things simple.

I have no reason, not with him to come forward, the most hesitant part of my personality, that is, my family, I know that I am afraid to face, but at this moment, I must also face.

At home, my sour eyes were now looking at a few packets of yellow soil when I opened the floodgates again, and I sucked my nose and kowtowd toward my grandmother and grandfather's grave.

In my heart, Grandma, Grandpa, life has been very difficult for me, Lu Pei is the star of my life, this life, I can guarantee that no man will love me so much as he, and no man will let me love so much.

“Sister, it’s not good to kill.”

The snow fell more and more, the fire was more and more faint, and the second uncle was also a little anxious, looking at the grave bag kept saying, "Mom, you have just been strong all your life, don't be embarrassed by the four treasures, the four treasures are difficult enough for our family."

I also began to hurry, see and go to Tai's grave to kneel down and talk, "Tai, you help the four treasures ah, collect the money, you so that I will feel very sad..."

Snow mixed with the rain cold into the face, I closed my eyes, black grave earth like a hand in the gently on my cheek, some long-term memories suddenly reflected in the brain, those warm days, I jumped around the yard, she always folded out a basket of gold treasure, I grabbed a point fire to play, too good to see my big leg!That’s for you!”

“Dad, why should I stay alive!Death is a blessing!”

He looked at me and said, “I’ll let you beat you!”You are the life of our family, bring it!Play with fire!”

I closed my eyes and knelt there, and the sound of my ears thinking about the words of your grandmother was the root of our family!

The face of the memory of Tai grandma, as if it had been fixed in time, she liked to wear an old-fashioned flaps shirt, so it was a little like the shape of a cheongsam, a bun, looking at me, standing in front of the door of the house lovingly and gently smiling, "Four treasures, four treasures, my four treasures."

I pulled my grandmother's hand on the mountain to my uncle, and she was standing at the door of the house in this dress, waiting for me to go back, this side was watching me laugh, but when I turned my head, I watched her smear tears.

My eyes opened again, I seem to suddenly understand, the elders do not say that it is difficult for me or for the difficult land, they just love me too much, they regard me as the root of life, but they do not know, Lu II, is not the same as them, also regard me as the root of life.

I licked my lips and looked at the still-struggling firelight, my hand took out the wallet from my pocket, found the paper that pumped Baba got up and fell on my knees next to the side of the land, and threw the paper in the middle of the burning paper in his somewhat surprised eyes, and did not talk much, but the fire was "bombed"!The sound is big!

Snowflakes filled, the fire of burning paper was more and more brave, and the uncle was a little puzzled, "Four treasures, what you throw."

Lu Pei seemed to be clear, but obviously it was not clear how this thing could be in my hands.

I knelt there in tears and looked at the hazy smoke in front of me, "A suicide note from Lu Pei, Grandma, they will understand..."

My family was very pure in my love at first, but at first I did not understand this purity, but when I understood, I could give these pure elders one by one.

I think the most afraid of them is the person who has taken care of me all my life, and they do not love me as much as they do.

These words of the letter can probably show everything.

If a person, in the life and death of the mouth, he first think of me, and let me forget him, then this love, what else to question.

“The letter?”

The uncle looked very confused at Lu Pei, "What kind of suicide note did you write so young?"

Lu Pei's face to the burned paper is also somewhat complicated, "it was written before the plane had a problem, but I threw it, I don't know how this thing can be in the hands of the four, I personally do not want her to see these."

After that, he nodded his head, and his mouth was not happy, "Aide Yang, this guy."

The two uncles seem to understand what, and they are not asking more, it is strange to say that the sleet is falling, but the paper is burning very well, and I do not need to stand in the perspective of Mr. to explain that the two uncles seem to understand, he said from time to time, "Four treasures, this is your grandmother and Tai grandma love you, so they know that Xiao Lu is moved to you."

I didn’t talk much, I wanted to say it, I finished it in my heart.

Behind it is very smooth, Lu Pei's paper all the way to burn down is very smooth, the paper will be creaked in the ringing, the fire is good, my family's earlier ancestors there to burn, even the previous two aunts' grave, Lu Pei also went to burn, did not see anything, first of all, don't say that my life wants to see some very strong and very hard, just one of the Lu Pei is to see.

When each tomb has been taken care of again, this snow is very good to stop, you have to say that it is not the grandmother who looks at me crying and no one believes, kowtow, ready to go down the mountain, yin and yang are different, in the can't bear it, the grave must be done simply and crisp.

The second uncle let us go first, very determined to stay to talk for a while, I think he was almost abated and can only nod his head, said waiting for him in the mountains, his mind has been confused, and he does not want to explore what his uncle wants to stay and talk to his grandmother.

Little Six is very tacitly a quick step down the mountain, he said the lights on the mountain are scary, obviously deliberately put me and Lu Ping away from their own bumps down the mountain, this method is quite satisfied, because I also want to speak alone and Lu Pei, tossing down really too many things want to ask him.

“Why don’t you want an assistant to give me that letter?”

Looking at the little six went far, I suffocated but took the lead in spit out this sentence, the road is a little slippery, Lu Pei took my hand carefully and walked down, smelling a low back, "Old man really thought he would die."

“Then show me more.”

He did not respond the first time, but only looked at me sideways when the road was good, "My last few words, what to write."

I don't have to think about it, I just exited, "Don't think about it in this life."

“So what.”

Throwing a few words he pulled me and continued to walk down the mountain, "The old man is alive and well, you have to think about me at all times, don't read it."

I sipped the lower lip, I think it is a very romantic thing, in Lu II this has become annoyance, who said that women's minds are not easy to guess, men are the same ah.

"Then what did your uncle talk about, and he agreed with us."

Lu Pei's lips looked back at me and smiled, and the light in his eyes was unusually bright in the night, "That's what you want to ask."

I don't know, I'll finish at the dinner table at home, "Tell me."

"No talk, the man is unmarried, the woman is not married, we are legal and reasonable together, your uncle has any reason to disagree."

I was in a hurry, “What have you said?”

Lu Pei smiled, went to the smooth zone and raised his arm to take my shoulder, "Is that important?"

"It's important, I want to know."

Seeing the side of the car, Xiao Liu was waiting for us in the cab, and the footsteps stopped, "You honestly tell me what to talk about!"

My uncle changed too fast!

Lu Pei sighed in his mouth and stood across from me with some helplessness and looked at me, “You want to know so much?”

I nodded, “Huh.”

“I swear to you.”

“Swear to it?”

Lu Pei nodded naturally, "I want to marry you, I must let your family see my sincerity, so I swear to your uncle, I swear to you, I will take care of you, your uncle feels my sincerity, so I agreed."

Is it that simple?

I don’t believe it, “You’re going to say something else...”

He looked down at me, showing the edge of white teeth, "Your uncle really loves your family, so he will not be embarrassed by us, Bao Si, I will not bully you, but I will not allow your family who bullies you, some words, do not need to say too straightforward, sincerely treat your family, will know how to do, is the greatest love for you."

I said in the cloud, "You are not blunt, you said everything!"

He said, “I said something.”

I cleared my throat and glanced at the sixth child in the cab, “You said we were sleeping in a bed five years ago... What do my uncle have to think when he heard this...”

People's imagination has wings, it is no wonder that my aunt in the first time to hear these to ask me is pregnant before going back, although this is dry but I want to understand, after hearing these, they will inevitably not think about whether I have no face to see the talent to choose to escape!

"Am I not realistic?"

I stomped my foot, "Then you can't say so fine, and you're holding me to sleep!"

His face flushed, "Why don't you tell me about being realistic and scared me when you first took a big stick."

Lu Pei smiled, raised his hand and hugged me into his arms, "My rabbit has a good memory."

My face was red, and I understood it in the trembling stall of his smiling chest, and looking up at him, “Lu Er, you are intentional, do you?”

Lu Pei frowned, pretending to look at me in general, "What is intentional, I say that there is no water at all..."

“You did it on purpose.”

I looked at him with a flushed face, my hand wanted to pin his back, but in addition to clothes and other things can't be strangled, "You deliberately let my uncle know how I and how you are, you kissed me and hugged me, so he had to break the mind of introducing me to the object, your heart is very heavy ah you..."

Lu Pei's smiling spring breeze and stew, and this season this place is very disproportionate, pressing my head to his chest, "how, you still want to wait for the price and ah."

I said, and I felt like he was branded with a kiss on the top of my head, "Don't worry, I know, this kind of thing you think I'd like to share with others."

My face is not forked, but my heart is full of warmth, "You have to dare to take me and your affairs out again, and say that I am an old place..."

“Old what.”

He hugged me tightly, pulled me a little bit unflattering, I looked up at him, silently made a mouth shape, Lu Pei will bite me, "hush ~" sound is very harsh, I was startled, a look, look at the uncle came over.

Red face was loosened by Lu Pei, listening to his ears to grasp the time generally whispered, "This thing you wait for me to do, when you want to hide can not hide, you do not want to be bullshit, otherwise the old man will think more."

I look at the landing to meet the two uncles themselves and turn directly to the car, who does not think much, these things are more than a worry!

Little six looked at the car on my face full of connotations, "Sister, this guy my father agreed to look at you and Lu big brother crooked, I do not remind you my father came here to kiss it, do not say anything else, you will take care of my mood ah."

I looked at him, “What nonsense, you cover your eyes next time!”

Little Six laughed twice, looked at the two uncles and Lu Pei on the car and shook their heads no longer, the second uncle looked at him and wondered, "What are you laughing at?"

"No, Dad, you're talking to me on the mountain."

The uncle sighed, "No talk, go home."

The atmosphere can not say, not serious, not easy, I and Lu Pei sat in the back, hand has been pulling, feel the heaviest of the mountains finally in the efforts of Lu Pei moved two, my uncle ah, my grandmother, as for others, my father ah, Shen Mingya, can only walk and look, after all, by thinking, it is useless.

The body came close to the landing, always felt that he made me lean on the peace of mind, sitting there, there is the weight of a mountain, ironed, to smooth all my burning.

That night, Lu Pei did not leave, the second uncle said that he drank wine and drove the night car is not safe, just in my house, just before my grandmother's house, I slept in my house myself.

Little six was still very slut when I whispered to Lu Pei shop when I whispered to my ear, "Four sisters, otherwise we will touch the house after the light is turned off for a while, my father can't come to the front house to check the post at night, anyway, you and Lu Big Brother are not five years ago..."

“Go on one side.”

I interrupted Xiao Liu in a few words, "You really don't know your big brother Lu."

Little Six paused, "What's the matter, you don't want to be alone..."

“What an opportunity!”

I looked at him blankly, too lazy to say more to him, after the quilt went directly back to my own house, Lu Pei talked for a long time there in the second back room, I heard the opening of the door is already a confused state of sleep.

I felt that Lu Pei came to my house, sat on the edge of the stew for a while, his face was very itchy, and his face could not see his expression in the black bedroom, "Talk to my uncle what."

"Don't talk, go to sleep."

He said in a low voice, the face to my ear said good night to go to the small six room, I pulled the corner of the mouth, closed my eyes, directly to the dream, maybe crying more, eyelids have been very heavy, all night in the dream, childhood, grew up, time and space a little messy.

Finally, I dreamed that my grandmother was sitting next to me watching me cry, with a little regret, I wanted to touch her with my eyes open, tell her not to cry, but my eyes are not open, my heart is sad, and I open my eyes hard, and it is already bright.

Lying on the stew for half a day did not return to God, touched their own face, but also some wet, think of the grandmother in the dream, holding up the arm to get up, it should be last night to burn paper, so grandmother came back to see me.

But why did Grandma cry with regret, and my uncle and grandmother talked about my mother?

Hardly rubbed his face to make his spirit, many things, I know that grandma is worth a lot, she is only worried about my mother, and I, also very clear about this, so I will desperately want to do a good job for a child's obligations, do not want to worry about my mother is also worried about us.

Breakfast is very simple, the uncle did not say more at the dinner table, know that Lu Pei will go back after the meal to tell him to drive carefully, I did not go back to Bincheng with Lu Pei, feel that the second uncle and the words hinder the landing can not talk to me, I will go so too fast.

After dinner, I took Lu Pei to the car, and he lowered the window and looked at me and said, "Stay at home for a few days, stay with your uncle, he should have a lot to say to you."

I nodded and smiled, "I know, you're driving carefully, and you've got to the place to call me."

Lu Pei should, "I have to run around in the past few months, the island resort also has the opening of the business to be busy, there is no way to spend too much time with you, but will always stare at you, that kind of zombie life if you dare to do not blame me for turning my face ah."

When I mentioned the zombies, my waist eyes hurt, obediently agreed, "I know, you can rest assured, first busy with yours."

Lu Pei saw that my attitude is still a little unhappy, "the girlfriend heard that it is not very uncomfortable to hear that it can not be common, how in your time is not painful, it is so reassuring to me, huh?" 」

I stared, and when my uncle and my aunt entered the courtyard and approached the face of the landing, "If you dare to get entangled with other women, I'll go and tear it up for you."

Lu Pei raised his eyebrows, "Then you have to say so, I really have to find an entanglement to try..."

“Do you dare!”

He looked at me with great interest, "You said I dared not."

He also pointed to his face, “Look at your performance.”

I looked at the little six standing at the door, and I was going to stand up straight when I got back, "Little six is still there, I..."

Without waiting for the end, the neck was a lip by Lu Pei, and then he looked at me and caught fire to the fire and smiled, "Okay, I'll go, look for a woman to wait for you to tear."

“Damn, you dare to...”

Looking at his smiling eyes, I pretended to be unhappy to look in the same place, until he was far away from the car, I slowly pulled up the corners of my mouth, and the cold air around me seemed to float at the same time, and how happy it was to meet, how reluctant to separate.

I used to think that the book said that loving a person would want to see him every day, but now I feel that I am really affectionate, I can't see it, I can't see it, I can't hold it for a while, but if I see him, I want to see him every day, and I rely on him very much.

“Sister, this shadow is gone, let’s not look at it.”

Little Six's voice sounded in my ears, "You want to see yourself as a cliff."

I don't care about him, just stand like this, this heart, it was really filled by him when he came, and was hollowed out when he left.

Little Six said, "Four sisters, do you still remember that I had an ideal when I was a child?"

"You're so much ideal, which one I remember."

Little Six was accustomed to the cold water that poured on me, and cleared his throat, "That's it, I said, to study a time shuttle, is to let the unpleasant time pass faster, so do you want to try it?" 」

I looked at him and said, “Did you study it?”

“Then you think!”

Little six is very formal in front of me to sort out the clothes, "do you want to try, well, let you travel to two years, how?" 」

I laughed, "Okay, where's the machine?"

“Shut your eyes first!”

I closed my eyes and listened to the sixth three seconds later and said, “Open!”

obediently opened his eyes again, looked at the little six nerves and made a ring finger at me, and then the whole person bobbed behind me, and the waist was straight, "Bangbang Bangbang State ~ Bangbang State ~ Bang Bang Bang ~~"

I laughed, this guy actually hummed the wedding trout there!

Xiao Liu ignored my appearance, very modest to see the landing car driving far in the direction of extending his arm, "welcome to participate in Mr. Lu Pei and Miss Xue's wedding, look, not far away, a newcomer is coming to us, the man is the style of Panan, the woman is beautiful as a flower like a scorpion..."

“Hmmm!”

I sprayed it again, but the sixth was very emotional in that self-directed self-directed."Please ask Mr. Lu Pei, whether you want to take Miss Xue Dian next to you as a wife, from now on, to endure all her bad temper, you have to be beaten when she is in a bad mood, you have to be abused when she is in a good mood, and live all the time..."

“Say it well!”

Little Six White me, "After two years, things that have not crossed the right to interfere!"After saying that, he brought in again, "Anyway, are you willing to take over this white mountain gais jar?"

With that, I jumped toward one side and replied, “I will, because I have hugged her when she was in high school, kissed her, and slept in a bed...”

“Scully six!”

Little Six ignored me, and he cleared his throat and jumped back to his place, "If so, then Miss Xue Zhen is willing to start a family with the gentleman in front of you..."

I laughed full of threats to look at the six, this guy then jumped again, very pompous mouth twitching his shoulders, "What, uh, I can't believe it..."

“Who would be like you!”

I punched the little six, "stupid to a certain part!"

Little Six laughed non-stop, "You see Brother Lu is not like this, last time, when the last time, when the Sun police officer's village, hey, hey, that crying!" 」

I was laughing at his stomach and hurt, "Death aside, like you, the wedding of urban and rural combination in China and the West will be done!"

Little Six looked at me like this, but cracked my big mouth fork, "Look, laugh, laugh on it, it shows that my invention has been successful!" 」

I was fighting with him when I heard a villager call me, “Four!If you have time tomorrow, come to my house to help me see if my oldest son is suitable for working far away this year!”

I said, “Come on, I’ll pass tomorrow!”

When the master went far away, the spirit came again, "Four sisters, do you see it, you are popular, have you heard that song, you are like that ~ a fire ~ raging flame, burning..."

“Four of them?”

Xiao Liu was slandering and singing to me, but Li Jianguo opened the door and called me, "You have not yet returned to Bincheng."

I um-of-one, the end of the eyes there is some helplessness to look at the little six smile, "a few days to go back to Bincheng, Uncle Li, do you have something."

"I heard someone call you, and I'm going to say a few words to you."

Li Jianguo said to go to me, staggered to my yard after a look at the small exit, "my little snow thing has not been good thank you, before you go where your uncle and I said these are not convenient, the main snow is not let me buried elsewhere, but also think, you have time to help me see, see where you can do, other gentlemen I can not believe, believe you."

I nodded and looked at him with a smile, "Uncle Li, don't you mind, I didn't say, you want to go and tell me in advance, I've been home for two days."

"Well, that's fine."

Uncle Li sighed, "I didn't think that this case is still very big, involving so many things, but now it is enough to completely close the case for us to explain, people are gone, we live and have to live."

He looked at me and smiled at the little six."Looking at your two sisters so good, I think more, remember when you were very young, you always come back from school together, but unfortunately, now things are wrong, my family Xiao Xue has..."

"Uncle Li, don't say that, it's all over."

"Yes, no matter what, anyway, the one who should have been killed is better than anything else, Bao 4, then these two days I and your aunt set a day to see Xiao Xue, you can see the place, ah."

“All right.”

I promised to watch Uncle Li return to his yard, and in turning around, the face of Xiao Liu already had no smile at all, "Four sisters, that case is over?"

I thought of Sue Rain...

Think about it, or nod your head, "Huh."

"That little... Sue little rain."

“He’s dead.”

My brother sent me a few words when he came back from Bincheng a few years ago, and he only sent me a few words: “The morning has been executed, and everything is going well.”

I read it back to a um, no more to say, not to say less, not to say less, I am afraid of him uncomfortable, after all, to celebrate the New Year, I am afraid to affect the mood of the sixth.

Six, but there was a bit of a soul-sucking away.“It’s not an injection, how can it be?”

"I don't know, the system matters you ask me is useless, Su Xiaoyu is a decision."

The six-year-old's twilight was completely gone, and I looked at me with a glamorous, half-sister, "That... wasn't it a thing from a few years ago."

I nodded and watched him turn around and go, "I said how I dreamed of her one night, she also said she had a headache and shed a lot of blood... it was gone..."

“Six!”

I caught up with him, thinking or putting his arm around his shoulder, "I'll give you a pass, you want to go for a few years, huh?"Want to see my acting sister?”

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